DAY 360

Hey, God, it's me again.  I don't know how much more I can take with trees continually falling down around our house for the past three months.  It's all up to me to cut the wood up, drag it to the street and bundle up the branches all without a chain saw.  I couldn't even find our saw and had to borrow one from a neighbor which was like a little key hole saw.  Okay, I know you are challenging me.  I know I am supposed to learn something from all this but I give up.  I can't figure out the lesson. Please stop with the trees falling down!!  The load is so heavy and oak limbs are not easy to deal with.  Can't you teach me with things not so heavy or am I so dense I need oak trees to fall four times.  Should I stand under one as it's falling.  Will I get the point then?  Am I that dense?  Guess I am.  Please try sky writing - then maybe I could understand what you want me to see with all this carnage and destruction.  All I am getting is depressed and ready to give up but I don't want to give up.  I want to pass this test.  So I need the gift of insight and wisdom.  I need Your grace, God.  I trust You.  I know I have faith in You and that You are teaching me a valuable lesson.  I'm just too thick to get it today!  Help enlighten me.  Don't let the devil win this test.  I want to be victorious in Your test. Strengthen me until I can pass Your test. Amen