Monday, July 16, 2012

DAY 349

Lord God,
    Yesterday I had an A HA moment.  Over the past 3 score and ? years I had come to accept that I would never receive any love from my mother but that according to the ten commandments I would honor her as required by God.  It doesn't command us to love our parents but to honor them.  That I could do.     
   But yesterday I was made aware that my siblings would never acknowledge what went on in our household as children.  And now I can accept that, too.  That was a healing moment.  I would never shatter their childhood reality.  And now I could accept that what was my reality was true for me and me alone.  I do not need their validation.
   So thank You, God, for this healing realization.  I can now fully accept all that happened.  You have worked wonders for me with this healing.  Bless You!!

Amen

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